Mommie-to-be.

Well there it is, my baby bump. My precious little baby is in there and I am so excited that it will be arriving in a couple of more months. The gender of the baby has been revealed to me and will remain a secret to everyone until it arrives. This baby is going to make me one of the happiest girls in the world because I believe no one loves their babies more than their mother. Yes, I am only 18 years old but I know I am ready to take care of this little joy that will be brought into my life. With a huge support system from my family, I know I will be OK. To everyone who said that I would become a failure at life and/or my life is over because I am a teen mom....I would just like to say your opinion does not matter. I know for a fact that I will be a more successful person than any of the people who said that to me. Just because a young girl or any woman has a kid, does not mean her life is over...it just means it will be put on hold for a while. College is still in my mind and I am going to be starting classes this spring semester. Also, I will be receiving my Pharmacy Technician license in a month or two. So I am pretty sure I am not going to be a failure at life. Now, if I would of stayed with that abusive low-life who is my baby's daddy, then yes, I would definitely be a failure at life. Thank God, I am making smart decisions....I guess that is a sign of me growing up and maturing which is a good thing since I am about to be a mom.

Good-bye Childhood, Hello Adulthood.

It's that time...where everyone is either starting college or going back for another year, but not me. While all my friends are off to college, I am stuck at home. It's not fair, but things happen for a reason...my time will come soon enough. In the meantime, I get to prepare for motherhood or as I like to call it "mommie-hood". I am taking an online course though which keeps me somewhat occupied and I am also a medical transcriptionist for a psychologist so that pretty much takes up a good amount of time while my mom is at work and my brother is at school. People may think that staying home is nice and fun because all I really do is lay around but it does get old after awhile. I would rather have a job or go to college already but I prefer not to, yet. I do not want to have scheduled college courses around the time of my due date, so therefore, I think I will wait until around the summer 2012 semester. I think that sounds good depending on how my life is turning out then. It is really weird knowing that my teenage years are over, even though I am still a teen. What I mean is, I am not in high school anymore...it is time for the real world. I already feel somewhat like I am in motherhood. Since my mom is working now, I have to step up on my duties. Carpooling for my brother, cleaning, working, studying for my pharmacy class, preparing for a baby, scheduling appointments and taking care of my self-centered cat (just kidding, Sadie...not) haha...I really do feel like an adult. Wow! I actually like it though but I really do wish I could be going to college but everything happens for a reason and my time will come soon enough...I hope.