Good-bye Childhood, Hello Adulthood.

It's that time...where everyone is either starting college or going back for another year, but not me. While all my friends are off to college, I am stuck at home. It's not fair, but things happen for a reason...my time will come soon enough. In the meantime, I get to prepare for motherhood or as I like to call it "mommie-hood". I am taking an online course though which keeps me somewhat occupied and I am also a medical transcriptionist for a psychologist so that pretty much takes up a good amount of time while my mom is at work and my brother is at school. People may think that staying home is nice and fun because all I really do is lay around but it does get old after awhile. I would rather have a job or go to college already but I prefer not to, yet. I do not want to have scheduled college courses around the time of my due date, so therefore, I think I will wait until around the summer 2012 semester. I think that sounds good depending on how my life is turning out then. It is really weird knowing that my teenage years are over, even though I am still a teen. What I mean is, I am not in high school anymore...it is time for the real world. I already feel somewhat like I am in motherhood. Since my mom is working now, I have to step up on my duties. Carpooling for my brother, cleaning, working, studying for my pharmacy class, preparing for a baby, scheduling appointments and taking care of my self-centered cat (just kidding, Sadie...not) haha...I really do feel like an adult. Wow! I actually like it though but I really do wish I could be going to college but everything happens for a reason and my time will come soon enough...I hope.